Northern California Despair Faction

i'm having a solo night in tonight with a hot cup of tea, dvds on the laptop, and cheese pizza on the way.

i can't wait until i'm 18, because then i can try out for reality tv shows. i want to go on parental control. bad.

also, i can't wait until i have my own house to decorate. i want to buy wall hangings and area rugs :(

anyway, so finals are over; my life is officially a joke. i'll be going to school from 8-1145 from now on. school in the mornings, work at night. i need to find a part-time job. any suggestions? i think i want to send my resume to this bakery in the town next to me that specializes in high-end cupcakes. they are really delicious, though (they were the ones i brought to lena's going away picnic)...

i'm planning on soliciting my makeup artistry services for the upcoming winter ball/deb ball/prom season...also i'm going to go and sell a bunch more clothes to buffalo exchange soon.

speaking of that, my best friend
"mentioned" today that she's going to be a deb. she tried to be sly, like she had told me, but she totally had not. and she's not inviting me. idk what's u, but something fishy is going on. idk if it's because she's embarrassed or what, but the whole thing is weird because she never told me for some reason (?).

whateva.

i'm going to the academy of sciences tomorrow, which will be awesome. i want to see the albino alligator! and my friend's cousin is a security guard there and he's going to get us in the back for free haha.

and then february's going to be nuts, jet-setting month. i'm going to hawaii for a few days at the beginning of the month and then san diego for the first time in forever over presidents day.


suddenly, my life just got a whole lot simpler. hello, second-semester-senioritis.